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because I haven't written anything here in about a month O_o sorry>< how is everyone? I hope things are good for you and everyone's having good summer^^ mine so far is rather fun. a few weeks ago we had a convention, third edition of one of my favourite ones. and again, it was a blast :D the best thing about cons is meeting all those people I get to see only once a year sometimes ;_; so I was extremely happy to see them all, to goof around and squee over art supplies^^; the sad thing is, one of my best friends suddenly started feeling emo, and has been emo ever since (without any reason, because she's awesome and so determined) and I don't know what to do to help her ;_;

other than that I've been doing good. my holidays are coming soon, at the beginning of september I'm going to the sea shore for a week! to SPA resort! I'm so happy, my first real vacations since I finished my uni ;_;

( random photo showing something reaaaaaly weird )

( and obligatory artwork )

or something. gosh, I can't believe I've abandoned my journal for so long O_o so yeah, sorry for not updating more often. Big Bang and a certain shoujo manga is eating my brain and time^^; but other than that I'm doing OK. work is a little more bearable, meaning I don't have to stay overtime for so long and I don't have to answer my phone all day long. still, tomorrow I'm going on a business trip, all alone, for two days. 500km away from my workplace>< as much as I love driving, such a long trip and a night at the hotel (where I most likely won't be able to fall asleep) is exhausting and if I could, I'd gladly avoid it.

one more thing, I was tagged by ishte to do a meme. and since I'm rarely tagged by anyone, why not. This is one of those "change whatever question you don't like and add your own":

( onto a series of questions )

and so I can finally boast about my room's new look.

( beware, image heavy )

I wish that people would tell me in my face what they REALLY think instead of deceiving me....

for me it's more like Single Awareness Day than Valentine's, that's why I was trully surprised when first I got a lovely fic from duokai and today discovered a message from ameru that contained a pretty drawing! thank you sooooo much, both of you <33 you have no idea how much that brightened my day <33 gave me extra strength to work on my tasks today^^ you're awesome <333

stuff I need to do:
- big bang challenge - right now around 40% done, still a long way before it's completed>< and so little time ;_;
- finally, FINALLY find some time to complete and send x-mas gifts I owe. I know I'm terrible.....
- change my icon set here. the idea of mood icons still sits somewhere in my head, I just need to make them, or collect come pretty ones that other created^^
- work on that written piece I started a few months ago.. gosh I'm scared to open the file^^;

posting it because.... just.....ffgizucsfvixscgv........ I want it now ;_; but still I'll have to wait a few months for a DVD to come out and nice torrents to appear ;____; why aren't such nice movies played in polish cinemas too? ;_;

yesterday was crazy XDDDDD after getting back from work, I tried to fill in a nice meme found on DA. in the meantime, I turned my MSN online, for no particular reason. and in a split second, I had 6 people talking to me O_O what the heck??? that never happens..... first knp01was telling me about her cat, then duokaipoked me, because he usually does that XDD, next came my brother and another friend, and lastly both ameruand cofiecame at the exact same moment^^; that was... surprising for me, to say the least^^; usually I sit in front of the PC alone, sometimes brother or one other person wants to chat, but not 6 people at once XDDDD I was really happy at that moment, honestly^^ because sometimes I feel like I lost some of you, like we're not friends anymore... which reminds me how pathetic my existence is ;_;
but I don't want to whine about me. I want to thank you all for yesterday^^ it was nice to hear how you're doing, hear about your problems and successes^^ hope we can have such sessions more often^^
love you all <3333333

boy, weren't they 2.... fascinating days...
on sunday, in the evening, a stolen bus was going through my street and damaged 3 cars.... one car's side was damaged, and it was a recently renovated car. the other was literally moved to the other side of the street, completely busted, bumping into another car. the bus then left and was escaping to the neighboring village..... that caused a lot of commotion, police and firefighters were working till 10pm... and that was the day before my mom's surgery...

yesterday morning my mom had a surgery to remove her thyroid. she suffers from Hashimoto disease, which causes her body to fight with itself. hopefully she's fine now, we're going to visit her today but nevertheless, this resulted in a mass of stress for us....

and yesterday evening, to top it all, a thunder struck our chimney. yes, you read it right. A THUNDER. STRUCK. OUR CHIMNEY. and it's busted, almost split in two. one of our TVs is burned, my grandpa's DVD as well, and my bro's network card on his mainboard. so yeah, we had a bit of entertainment at 11 pm, just before sleep..... anything nice going to happen today?????

at least this week. on monday I got new job. I'll be moving back home and woking in the neighbouring city, 15 minutes from my house.

and today? today I passed my driving exam!!! wohooo! life's beautiful XDD now I'm off to bed because my head's gonna explode XDDDD

so.... yesterday my boss told me I need to find a new job by the end of february, because due to the world crisis and bad luck of ou office, 2 big contracts broke and they have no job, nor money for so many people. so they're reducing employment. which also affects me and 2 other boys...... very nice news to break at the beginning of weekend, thank you boss><

it leaves me in a very tough situation because right now, most of architectural offices in Wroclaw don't HIRE people but FIRE them...... and I need a job... I need to fill in many documents and create a portfolio...

that said, I won't be posting much in this month... sharyamato, I won't be working on your commission either, I'm really sorry. I'm sorry to everyone, please keep your fingers crossed for me.. thanks....

( spoilers, obviously^^; )

other than that? convention's on saturday already, ppesentation's almost done. and I'm sleepy and PMSing.... where's my Christams... ;_;