the rat race
Dec. 5th, 2007 09:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dziooit's frigging sick, this whole world and its fast pace. why is it that everything people care about is more money, more things, just to HAVE something? while trying to achieve it all they're loosing their precious life? on stupid stuff!! and because they're a part of this sick competition, they expect other people to follow!!
I'm refering to my school. no to my work too, to my entire life. yesterday one of my lecturers told us that we're going to have a project evaluation in 2 weeks. and when we told him that we already have one evaluation on previous day (monday) and another one on tuesday, he told us he doesn't care.... WTF? people WAKE UP!! we're missing on our lives! a day lasts only 24 hours and we are not ROBOTS! we cannot go on without food and at least 4-6 hours of sleep for long!! damn and it seems like we'll have to pull allnighters for 2 weeks so we can make it. all of us senior students. because you see, most of us works already, and it's not easy to take 2 weeks off, especially before holidays. but seems like everyone doesn't care. doesn't care that all we do now is just study work, study, work. nothing else. no pleasures, no time to spend with each other, no time to build any relationships, not to mention to find that precious someone.
and the world is not helping at all. because of the way economics work right now and high prices of every article in this stinking country, we, students, have no choice but to work while studying. so we can keep on living, so we can manage to pay for our accomodation, to buy food, and to pay for materials for school. nothing else.
this is not life. this is a plain existance. pointless, worthless existance. so if someday you don't hear from me for long, and you are not able to find out what's wrong, that'll meaan I got sick of it all and just left it behind. sorry, I'm very close to it right now....
I'm refering to my school. no to my work too, to my entire life. yesterday one of my lecturers told us that we're going to have a project evaluation in 2 weeks. and when we told him that we already have one evaluation on previous day (monday) and another one on tuesday, he told us he doesn't care.... WTF? people WAKE UP!! we're missing on our lives! a day lasts only 24 hours and we are not ROBOTS! we cannot go on without food and at least 4-6 hours of sleep for long!! damn and it seems like we'll have to pull allnighters for 2 weeks so we can make it. all of us senior students. because you see, most of us works already, and it's not easy to take 2 weeks off, especially before holidays. but seems like everyone doesn't care. doesn't care that all we do now is just study work, study, work. nothing else. no pleasures, no time to spend with each other, no time to build any relationships, not to mention to find that precious someone.
and the world is not helping at all. because of the way economics work right now and high prices of every article in this stinking country, we, students, have no choice but to work while studying. so we can keep on living, so we can manage to pay for our accomodation, to buy food, and to pay for materials for school. nothing else.
this is not life. this is a plain existance. pointless, worthless existance. so if someday you don't hear from me for long, and you are not able to find out what's wrong, that'll meaan I got sick of it all and just left it behind. sorry, I'm very close to it right now....
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Kinda useless, non-helping comment, but I want to say something at least
Date: 2007-12-05 11:36 am (UTC)And I've already said it before, but I still think you cope with it all much, much better than I did back then. And then your education is much harder too. You're a strong, admirable young woman, even if you don't admit it yourself.
Re: Kinda useless, non-helping comment, but I want to say something at least
Date: 2007-12-05 03:28 pm (UTC)bit by bit I'm starting to give up. but it's not because of school only, school only shows how much this whole country, maybe even world, is fucked up:/
Re: Kinda useless, non-helping comment, but I want to say something at least
Date: 2007-12-05 03:36 pm (UTC)you're not the only one... but it WILL get better for you, I'm sure. It's just a question of hanging on until that day comes. *HUGS*
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Date: 2007-12-05 05:01 pm (UTC)recently a friend of mine and i got together and we wrote down things that could happen in a day that would make that a good day. Technically a "happy list" and i feel really great when i check my happy list every night. Maybe that'll help you! hang in there *HUG*