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it seems that i have to explain myself for such a long silence. my finals are over for a week now and i should be able to appear online more often or at least draw something. well i HAVE been drawing something lately, and a so-far result is in the previous post. but as for different projects it's quite troublesome. you see, i got a job offer during those finals, and now i have 2 weeks of practice so that they can see if i'm fine for the job or not. i leave for the office at 7 am and am back at 6-7 pm. moreover, the heat in poland now is unbearable so i'm dead tired when i get back, that is why i cannot do anything at all. and i don't want to sit in front of the computer after i get back because the whole time at work i sit and my legs hurt quite alot in the evening. so i am really sorry that i'm unable to talk or post or draw. i promise that when things get more clear i'll show up more often

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✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (don't have tv in a flat haha XDD)	× I own lots of books.
× I wear glasses or contact lenses. (not yet^^)	× I love to play video games. (luckily not >> they're addictive ><)	× I've tried marijuana. (and never will)
✓ I've watched porn movies. (>//////<)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (never hahaha XDD)	× I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (i want to... but it rarely works^^;)
× I curse sometimes. (my policy is not to curse^^)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (i hope for the better^^)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (no way!!)

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✓ I have broken someone's bones. (once^^;)	✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (everyone has secrets^^)	× I hate the rain. (depends)
✓ I'm paranoid at times. (true true)	× I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (noo-o. i'm not happy with my looks but no:/)	✓ I need/want money right now. (ooohhhh yes^^)
× I love sushi. (never tried)	× I talk really, really fast. (not fast but sometimes alot^^)	× I have fresh breath in the morning. (hahahaha after i wash my teeth XDD)
✓ I have long hair. (pretty long for me^^)	× I have lost money in Las Vegas. (never been there^^)	✓ I have at least one sibling.
✓ I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	× I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (NOOOOO that's eeeevvviiiillll ><)	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (no idea what it is^^;)
× I like the way that I look. (not really^^;)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (never)	× I am usually pessimistic. (realistic i'd say^^)
✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (hey! i'm a woman you know XDD)	× I think prostitution should be legalized. (i don't have a mind here)	× I slept with a roommate. (in the same room?? XDD)
× I have a hidden talent. (no idea O_o)	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (eeeerr noo)	× I have a lot of friends. (not so many ;_;)
× I have pecked someone of the same sex. (...)	× I enjoy talking on the phone. (depends on with whom)	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (wats dat??)
× I love to shop and/or window shop. (nooo. when i go shopping it's because i'm looking for something)	✓ I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (lj and da XDD)	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (nooo why?? i love my mommy^^)
✓ I have a mobile phone.	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (never been drunk)	✓ I've rejected someone before. (quite a few^^;)
✓ I currently like/love someone. (^////^)	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.	✓ I want to have children in the future. (deffinetely^^)
× I have changed a diaper before. (nope, i don't like diapers)	× I've called the cops on a friend before. (noooo!!)	✓ I'm not allergic to anything. (luckyyyy^^)
✓ I have a lot to learn. (too much ==;)	✓ I am shy around the opposite sex. (yes. and that's my problem^^;)	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. (eeee no.)
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved.	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (only alcohol)	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (i'm not that kind of a person)
× I own the "South Park" movie. (hate south park)	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. (noooo internet is not the most important thing in my life geez ==;)	× I enjoy some country music. (not MY country's music)
✓ I would die for my best friends. (if i had some^^)	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. (true)	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (noo)
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (hahaha silly reason^^;)	× I have dated a close friend's ex. (nope)	✓ I am happy at this moment. (quite^^)
× I'm obsessed with guys. (hahaha not obsessed XDD)	× Democrat. (not us)	× Republican. (not us)
✓ I don't even know what I am. (XDD)	✓ I am punk rockish. (sometimes)	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (yes)
✓ I study for tests most of the time. (^^; i know i'm dumb)	✓ I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (hahaha soooo true XDDD)	× I can work on a car. (X_x)
✓ I love my job(s). (like it)	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced. (errr no. although i have 3 earings^^)
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can. (when it's hot)	× I have jumped off a bridge. (O_O)	✓ I love sea turtles. (YYYAAAAYYY for ALL turtles^^)
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (nope. i don't use makup almost at all)	✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	× I am proficient on a musical instrument. (no way^^;)
✓ I hate office jobs. (eewww)	× I went to college out of state. (does out of city count??)	× I am adopted. (hahaha there's no way it can be possible XDD)
× I am a pyro. (no:/)	× I have thrown up from crying too much. (nope)	× I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. (don't remember)
× I fall for the worst people. (naaahh)	✓ I adore bright colours. (depends on what colors)	× I usually like covers better than originals. (i wouldn't say that:/)
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. (don't know those. but i DO hate mcdonald's :/)	✓ I can pick up things with my toes. (sure thing, but only small ones)	× I can't whistle. (i can... but on reverse breath XDD)
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse. (only once though^^)	× I still have every journal I've ever written in. (??? i don't save my journals on my disc O_o)	× I talk in my sleep. (don't know XDD)
✓ I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (i still think that)	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (naaawell that helps)	× I wear a toe ring. (i don't wear rings)
× I have a tattoo. (i'm too scared to have one^^)	× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (naaah everyone's fine^^)	× I am a caffeine junkie. (luckily not XDD)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. (well not that much^^;)	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (no. never)	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. (errrr..)
✓ I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. (sure thing^^)	✓ I'm an artist. (at least some say so^^;)	× I am ambidextrous. (i wish i would)
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. (hahaha nooo my stuffed animals sleep elsewhere XDD)	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. (O_o nooo i like myself dressed much better thank you ><)	× I have terrible teeth. (i have nice teeth)
× I hate my toes. (they're ok)	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. (yep)	✓ I have more friends on the internet than in real life. (more close friends)
× I have lived in either three different states or countries. (always lived in the same place^^)	× I am extremely flexible. (i used to be)	× I love hugs more than kisses. (i can't tell X_x)
✓ I want to own my own business. (who wouldn't?)	× I smoke. (NEVER)	✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (sometimes yes)
✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (hahaha sooo true XDD)	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. (yep, but comedies mostly)	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons. (never used any O_o)
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. (and in TIES XDD)	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (who does)	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. (i see myself like that)
× I have played strip poker with someone else before. (don't play cards)	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. (i don't want to have it EVER)	✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. (yes you may laugh. and in UFO as well)
× I can't stand being alone. (naaahh XDD)	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time. (XDDDD)	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. (errrr no, that's stupid)
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. (no. i save my money)	× I'm a judgmental asshole. (i try to be just)	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen. (nooooooooooooooooo)
× I have travelled on more than one continent. (nope, only though europe)	× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (NO WAY!!! daddy stay!!!)	✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (sorry i'm horrible ._.)
✓ I am a Libertarian.	✓ I can speak more than one language. (including my native??)	✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. (when i'm tired)
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction. (no idea)	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (yes. too many times X_x)
× I have no piercings. (only my ears)	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. (nope)	✓ I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. (X_x)
✓ I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. (nooo never. always at home with family)	✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. (i sometimes wonder why i live anyway, what for)	× I like most animals better than most people. (hmmmm i wouldn't say that)
× I own a collection of retro games consoles. (don't play games)	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (whyyyy?? it's healthy)	× I have hit someone with a dead fish. (hahahaha no XDD unfortunately XDD)
✓ I am compulsively honest. (always)	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. (at least i don't know about it)	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. (O////O)
✓ I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. (hahaha sometimes XDD)	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. (no. totally straight)	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. (never)
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. (i like it silent better)	× I dislike milk. (sorry ed but i LLLOOOVVEE it XDD)	✓ I obsessively wash my hands. (sometimes yes, ususally when i play with my pet^^)
✓ I always carry something significant around with me. (does a credit card count?? XDD)	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. (never)	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others. (hmmm don't remeber. or don't understand XDD)
✓ Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. (and daddy and bro too ;_;)	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. (O_o haven't used any yet^^;)	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. (i still love it^^)
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. (not really but was close to it)	✓ Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. (i'm not cold hearted ==;)	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won. (don't have driving licence)
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts. (depends on the type of humor)	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. (i don't like strippers and don't understand their reasons X_x)	× I don't like to chew gum. (i only chew mentol gum and it's really rarely)
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. (history is nice but not that much)	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. (haha i don't have the a XDD)	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. (it was 2 years i think^^)
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. (oh yes)	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. (never played)	✓ I love to sing. (when i'm alone^^;)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. (hahaha not the basement XDD)	✓ I have a custom-built computer. (yep, my bro's work^^)	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. (i don't know that certain somebody yet)
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. (eerrr no)	× I've gone skinny-dipping. (haaaa???)	× I've performed in three plays. (never acted)
× I enjoy burritos. (never tried)	× I'm Irish and loving it. (polish, sorry^^)	× I have a thing for redheads. (well i do have red hair myself, but no, i preffer brunetts)
× I am a twin! (no XDD)	✓ Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	✓ Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else. (usually and try all the time to keep that custom)
✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. (oh yes)	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (no XDD although sometimes i want^^)	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough. (it's not that it's not enough but i rarely appreciate myself)
✓ I need more time to myself. (at least some time)	✓ I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey. (haaa???? noo)
✓ I download songs from the internet. (i'm a pirate XDD)	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. (i doubt any of my friends knows about death note XDD)	✓ I say random things to freak people out. (XDD)
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. (why?? he deserved it. at least that's my opinion but i have to read most of the previous chapters^^)	× I love playing Truth or Dare. (no idea what's that)	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. (i like both slow and fast and it doesn't matter, i always sing)
✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	✓ Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	✓ I think this survey is particularly long. (hell yeah)
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. (cannot compare)	× I can only hate someone that I love. (hmmm that's tough)	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. (no)