feeling emo

everything is against me. i wanted to find a job for summer but
a) my finals end too late,
b) there are no attractive jobs starting mid luly and ending mid september
c) it's my first job so i dan't really know what to search
d) i wanted to go abrad but i don't have anyone to go with
e) i'm getting older this week and i'm feling blaaah because of it

AND BECAUSE OF THAt MY EVENING IS RUINED!!! sorry had to say it ;__;
someone please cheer me uuuuppp!! i need love ;___;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCXKuomT-Dg - this guy rocks. my fav classical music piece and in that version - masterpiece. MUST SEE