First of all, listen to cofie! Second, of course you're not worthless!! You're nice, talented and good at what you do! As for relationship advice, I've got a track record that makes me highly unqualified to say anything here. Though I DO know from experience that you're better off trying to think a little less about it. Trust me, I know. Don't let things like that eat your brain! (That said, I have to admit I've been extremely lousy at following my own advice, but that's another thing. Hopefully you're better than me at that.) You're Dzioo, you're good, and you shouldn't let the totally uncontrollable randomness that makes up the mess that is relationship-things obscure that fact!